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I wouldn’t be with me either
I may have shoved the corpses of the butterflies you made me feel these past two years, so far into the back of my head that they mix and mingle with the dark abyss of my forgotten memories. Truth be told, I may have gotten over you as a sole person, but I still sense parts of you here and there. I still see your sleepless, tired eyes still lingering in my reflection I still smell your favorite cologne as it haunts the closet where the jacket you gave me lays. The cradle that held our souls, uttering words that you and I both never guessed would be murmured The reservoir that holds all the rain my eyes have shed over you. And my entire life is yours You are a true crime, and I am your abiding convict. We were standing, Facing to each other.
I am learning softly how not to become undone by change. To anticipate it. To crave it. To allow it to contour my body. Shape me into a person who is always becoming and is not reduced to fear by it. Do you think I could have one more kiss?
As I grow up, I realized how much I was hurting myself. Not intentionally, but with my choices. Love yourself first before you love others. It all starts with you. The only way I can get closure is acknowledging the love we had and that we lost it and that I deserved better than the things you put me through.
Summary: Dean doesn’t give you attention anymore and you know why…
When I sit up in fright from a nightmare clenching my sheets in fear I still look to my left to see if you are here. To love is to risk pain. There are no guarantees. Some loves die, and it takes courage to rise again. Stay open to new beginnings. The real tragedy in life is to never love at all. Going through messages you sent when you were in love with me, or knowing that it will never be like that again….
But putting up a wall and withdrawing from your friends will only intensify that sense of loneliness, and will further undermine your self-esteem. Second, keep yourself busy — Do things that you normally enjoy with others. That would allow you to connect in a non-threatening way … as it takes the focus off talking, and off you. So what, if it goes wrong? You can always try again — just learn what you can from the experience.
We all deserve a love that leaves us breathless and not heartless. Not just in looks but his personality. His voice. His demeanor. His heart. His soul. His very essence.